it's just been a month... but it seems like been so long... from the day u added me in fb... so many things not been expected. not expecting that we were together, things just...... got too good, till it's really hard to believe it's true.. but sadly... it's really just a dream.. such a short dream till i cant even overcome it... from the first time..... we started went out... our k section, our first concert, and didnt know.. it's actually turn out to be our last...
sometimes i just ask myself, am i asking too much? when i'm not even demanding... and now.. what i've got...... i have try to learn.. learn from my pass and slowly recover.. and now.. what i got is still the same... the same heart that has almost turn into dust.. which i cant feel it anymore...
i asking myself again, why am i giving others chances yet no one giving me... not only this relationship.. but previous... am i meant to be a sacrificial....i have giving chance to take care of the heart.. but u don allow me to touch urs..
Sunday, June 20, 2010
my new chapter has ended~
written by dreamydolls @ Sunday, June 20, 2010 1 dreams
Labels: DD's emo~
Tuesday, June 15, 2010
had ur rice dumpling yet?
duanwu festival aka dragon boat festival is one of my fav celebration.. because of the yummy dumplings especialy made by emeryn's mom... but this year, tak jadi taste any from emeryn's mom because my aunty came to visit my house and YEAHhhh!!! our own homemade rice dumplings... (damn bangga lo XD~)
cleaning the salt egg
written by dreamydolls @ Tuesday, June 15, 2010 0 dreams
Sunday, June 13, 2010
beerbeer.org turns 2~
it's beerbeer day~
everyone come to Tom DIck and HARRY for free beers.. once again. thanks to beerbeer.org
i know this pic kinda fail la.. but it's the only pic taken with ah bok.. so bare with it ba~
selfsyiok camwhore-ing
sausage wrap with bacon~ RM15
and what's on the drinks menu~
and again~ happy birthday to beerbeer.org
written by dreamydolls @ Sunday, June 13, 2010 0 dreams
Labels: DD's makan-makan, DD's occasion+ events
Thursday, June 10, 2010
day 2 budget budget kat kota kinabalu~
we were like trying to sleep at 10pm... but ended up.. all chit chatting till 12am... and force to sleep...
so ya... we woke up at 3am because the journey from kk city to kundasang need 2hours~ and william is gonna climb mt kk, so we must be there at least 6~
have lost count of the cornerings and pusingan~ (the mobile phone GPS somehow works better than we expected... but it's our first time using it.. so kinda confuse.. but YES... we manage to find our way up after few wrong attempt~)
at first tot we wanna be there before sunrise~ but seriously i didnt expect that, sunrise at kota kinabalu is like 5.30 in the morning... but stil we love the scenary....... over look at the great kk mount .... felt *love~
haha.. yeah.. i know i look abit overdress if i say i'm gonna hike....
this is the starting point... tot wanna walk 1 small round and check on their hot spring area... BUT I WAS TOO COLD TO WALK already.. so ya.. stay inside car better... ^^
ohya.. forget to intro their milk.. (wtf right) they have vanilla milk, goat's milk and chocolate milk *yummm*
enjoy so much~ FRESH FROM FARM~ (or maybe they have put at the fridge for like damn long jor.)
SALUT RESTAURANT~ 20mins from kk city and it's just on the way when we back from kundasang~
this time, we have only ordered
after setting up the camp... we fall asleep~
written by dreamydolls @ Thursday, June 10, 2010 0 dreams
Labels: DD's jalan- jalan